So, I noticed one thing that I can't "meet" or "connect" with people because I'm being monitored in private, and they can "change" people out of my reach I would have otherwise had a good exchange or relationship with.
I didn't even want this mess, and it's costing me with people other than my parents and ones I like a lot. I like the "experiment" or being monitored in private, but it seems like it's costing me a lot for now. Of course, no one has to do it, though. It's like I can't meet people, though, and people are pretending I would have relationships, like in the world, and teasing me like I'd accept like it's bad.