They keep ruining the older lady I like or use her to bother me.

They keep testing me.

It seems like smeone thinks they can judge me and ruin my life forever.

It seems like they’re cracking a joke.

They think they are so important compared to others.

People hate me more for no reason.

Also, now she gets inappropriate stimulation every day all over the world.

It’s like she got away like it’s serious.

Threy want to make me think of other people more indefinitely.

They keep making a mess of this.

They keep being testy.

They said she even said to make me think of someone for 2 days.

It’s like they lied and planned this all along.

I noticed I just keep being distanced from an older lady I like pretending I should be in serious trouble.  It’s lke all this haunting me is okay all these years.

I guess no one else is!

So, what can you do or say?  I'm worried about the older lady I like because she was nice to me.

Funny how it seems certain people who know each other tend to need to get back at you.

It's probably a sin to find me guilty and unlikely you'd have to comply otherwise.  If so, this is bad.  ...

My mom seemed uncomfortable when we moved from Florida looking back at videos.  My dad seemed like he couldn't or wouldn't do anything.  We moved to the Orlando area, and he became more of a discomfort, and it ruined a lot of people's lives in a chain reaction.

They're trying to force me to be put down with someone else compared to an older lady I like, who has my reputation from me.

Orlando.  Is.  Shit.

I'm against people, including my dad, controlling my life, and at 33.

They just can't get enough, taking turns?

I see it's a system to say I shouldn't be wanted and I'm shit.

People all the time act like all the attention has to go to an older lady I like, pressuring her to have an episode if something is about someone else, to let out a peep.

I'm not the system when people think they realize selfish mistakes.

They just keep speaking in code like something bad has to be said like that's their friendly nudge of another message and they get mad if I feel upset even when just at first.

How gay, people can't shut up.

Supposedly something was for me and everyone pitched in like something wasn't right about that.

This is disgusting.

They keep thinking in their minds they got "the last word in."

Other people are out allowed to have fun, and the only downset is me when before it wasn't.

What's wrong with you?  Do you think I'm stupid?  You've made my life shit and for a long time and without end in sight.  I keep going through this shit, and you don't even know what I'm talking about and act like you don't know stuff and I sit here just playing trivia.

They keep making more problems...

"What a waste of time."

They are trying to assimilate me to people's bad side.

They are bothering me because they are up to no good.

They want me to believe the older lady is stepping back, only for me once a year.

They "have too much time on their hands."

They're punishing me!  Because I feel upset when they disturb my sleeping too much for me to handle.

Can you just stop?  What if someone else dies like my mom did?

Those selfish, "no good" cars outside keep whining that I get something bad.

They won't stop, either the people monitoring me in private or if the older lady still accepts me it's like she did it.

I'm having a bad time being blamed for showing physical signs of anger, even in private.  They have too many grudges on me.

It's like the older lady is punishing me for something...

How dare I talk about my problems??

Well, how dare people make me hated by more people, how is that better?  Is it just in it "by a long shot?"

It's like all the things people don't want were thrown at me and the older lady made my reputation bad, though she's not the type and I'm not saying it in a mean way.

I don't agree on part of people monitoring me in private saying someone is talking to me through them like this, meanly.

Why should I sit here all day listening to these people do this.  I came here to relax.

I am suspicious of how this older lady I like sorta took over my good reputation I accumulated and now says I can't know her.  I'm not trying to be mean, though.

So, because I was upset before my mom died, I lose important things?

They keep pretending I submitted.

They keep acting like someone else is talking to me and probably it's hurtful about her.

The people monitoring me in private keep falling apart.

It seems like an older lady I like had me abused.  I just am not sure and don't think so.

Just sit there and stare like it's ruined, you greedy people!

Everyone is acting like someone did something stupid to me and conquered me.  How greedy, selfish, and worthless these people are...

It's either unfortunate or because of the cruelty.

I don't have much.

I feel people are being mean to me with my mom dying, some lives out there.

They are acting like someone said to abuse me.

They keep ruining my life.  It's like good things aren't happening.

The people in the Orlando area won’t shut up and are acting stupid.

People in the Orlando area are trying to communicate with me nastily and then just leave.

Well, they're acting like I did something wrong at some point in my life.

If I talk about something, they ruin it.

When I post about other people, they think something happened.