Do you want some agreement?  I mean the people spying on me? and afraid to reveal whatever for whatever they wanted?

So, I was reading my blog and realized that if other people were given what I have, they might win because they know I get it if they lose.

Orlando won't leave me in silence.

Problems circulating in Orlando like they're mine sound like "all that" to Orlando.  LA seems like they're on the edge of their seat, which I don't mean as an offense to good people.  Most of them seem okay, though, whatever they're doing.  Anyone get the nature of the ads today?...

My dad acted like it was a joke I should be killed by the older lady I like because he acted like she and someone else were agreeing together to be together like I'm bad and all this was nothing.

It seems I am sitting here waiting for Orlando to "understand," to understand things in my life and beat around the bush at random about it just to hold things "at bay."  It wasn't supposed to get in the way.  Usually, things heal, and I didn't start any problems anyway.

So, they think if I don't just not say anything I'm not attractive to an older lady I like.

They just joked to make her look like something she's not that "she'll kill" me.  They are just being bad pretending I'm joking and did something.

I already separated my issue, that people and the people monitoring me in private following are always annoying me because of what my dad thinks about something to do with me I did...

Who to blame?

It seems like a certain person made people all think of the older lady I like all the time to stimulate her.

They keep acting, well, "stupid," where it's important.

I feel hurt when I'm about to feel good, like something will ruin my life.

People try to reaffirm themselves by acting like I started some things weird.

They keep making more problems, like what if the older lady I like gets coined and I can't have a relationship with her.

Are they uncomfortable about me leaving this issue?

Did I say something wrong just because I said something or thought something ever concerning these things?

They already did it, they are liars.

I was kind of down to 0.  I am singled out for my life to be ruined and it's too late.

So, I tried to do less and be under less pressure, and suddenly I'm being bothered more.

The cars outside keep wanting to know more and find out a word or phrase or topic and it's all the drama and they go around panicking when I'm hurt like their life is at stake.

I think they are being mean to me.

They think they're all that.

They're just talking more trash.

They keep feeding me trash and putting my relationship up at stake as a threat.

I'm not sure if something is serious, but my dad acted like he said I have to be like someone else in something important in a relationship I have that is not good and that I dislike and didn't have to follow before crap.

What if she did it and it isn't that bad, but is it perfect?

You know, I did see the older lady cancel out my popularity and claim I wasn't popular anymore.

She thought she could save me but whatever happened only made it worse.

I don’t come with problems.