The people monitoring me in private think I "did something."

I think my dad is mean to me and secretly wants to affect me.

The people monitoring me in private like to hurt me whenever because I can just recover.

They sometimes have a comeback and always see me as bad when I didn't do anything wrong.  I can sense people thinking it's funny, thinking about me?

An Anthem of Me

It seems I met an older lady and often, among others impersonating or maneuvering her, it is swapping places where I don't get anything new anyway... and we are focused on the good parts of meeting someone older, like I "did something," and it's all about her alone meeting older people in these cases and me being sorta ransacked about.

Also, people around me are not being helpful and keep giving off bad influence.

The people monitoring me in private are acting like they're important over me and they have to make me feel bad like the older lady I like left instructions on how to do so for her say.

Do you get a funny feeling you're in trouble for no reason and judged at a microscopic level, while others are not a consideration?

It seems my dad's younger sister, the older one, relaying the message I seem amazing and therefore should matter but that it means being punished for no reason-?  In the end, I'm worse off.

So, I sleep more, but it's probably me being tired from when I worked and didn't get as much sleep.

It seems like an older lady I like actually thought of the idea that I am annoying to her and the people monitoring me in private said it's true.  Like, if I stop doing something so I have more time to myself or for other things etc. that maybe I dwell on the older lady differently.  I'm trying to stay out of trouble.

People are following me and punishing me if they don't like what I say.

Joking Like I'm in Prison Indefinitely

As anyone would say, no one has the right to act like I'm locked up socially.