I can't figure out if it's 2nd nature or the doings of people involved monitoring me in private.
I keep having to monitor what goes on in my body physically by how I feel because I keep getting thrown off.
I'm even more uncomfortable that I'm in trouble for no reason.
Why am I attacked so much these days? I am tired of being stuck with some of these people.
Whoever this is done for is crazy.
They won't stop ruining it for me.
They keep acting like I should be content I'm "stuck" with someone else she has a relationship while she takes my place in the world and I'm "left hanging."
I hear the cars outside getting their message and saying the older lady I like is indecent.
The people monitoring me in private keep ruining it.
They supposedly made the older lady I like inappropriate.
They keep trying to give me a buzz about problems with her and our relationship, which was fine before they came in.
A car outside thought it would be about the older lady I like, no explanation in English, and I would not know.
They keep teasing me, like it's been constant radar about the older lady I like and our relationship being messed up since 2016.
What's the problem?
They're just taking everything from me like they're supposed to.
They want to punish me every time I post a problem on my problems blog.
It's like she's losing it, and they are being nasty.
The people monitoring me in private keep revealing the older lady I like.
It seems like it's getting worse just for posting here.
People are so excited about this older lady, which I had or was going to have a private relationship with, like I ever mattered.
A car outside said an older lady I like will do something I don't like if I'm "already writing."
They are waiting and then saying she said so. A likely story she did it alone?
They keep saying I lost my relationship with an older lady.
They keep making problems and more when they make me mad just because I showed a physical reaction even in private.
If something seems off and they have nothing to do, they make more problems.
