Monday, June 17, 2019

Why won't the police be able to listen?

My dad sometimes sounds like he's talking when he makes noises, using the noises to sound like talking.

He is trying to be suggestive and follow along and abuse an older lady I like emotionally and affect her physically like in how she looks, if it's good or something's wrong with her...
My dad is a constant fight.
Is that guy still mad at me?  Who else???
This is so pestering.  I got over it ruined Father's Day last night when I left like anyway probably.
Is it this one person giving me problems?
I think I got in trouble for this shit.
Did you know my dad is really a racist or believes it is inevitable?  Maybe, he's a problem, like others?
Some things were going good.  Do you have to ruin it?
I had just wanted her to lay off.  The people monitoring me in private won't leave me alone.  They paused the typing like they have a point.
My dad is still mad about me with the Asian girl.

It's like the older lady I like did it, rubbed in that girl.  The people monitoring me in private are sitting there...
I just got abused for saying I wasn't mad at her.
I never said I was mad at her.
Something strange about how the last page loaded.
So, you now, I don't want to be mad at the older lady I like and am not.  Even if she did it, it's okay, but I am guessing she didn't do anything that was not okay.  People might be picky and shin a light to be convinced otherwise.

Hurt

I feel that people are setting me up to hurt me because I accidentally said the same thing back someone else said to me and they can't get over it even if I apologized and took it back.
They suddenly got social and made it their business.  They keep trying to beat me into submission.
They're mad I left my dad to post abuse on me with people making an Asian try to talk to me if I look her up telling her my personal life just because my mom is Asian.