So, Orlando makes my life evolve at a more rapid pace concentrating on nightmares from trouble.

It's always like "Orlando" had a long talk and came up with some new way to destroy my life.  What are they holding out for that is bad to happen to me so they can finally forget about me?

People keep acting on the verge of something and then it turns out they "know something" to do with my relationship with an older lady and now they think they can take things away in her place.

If they didn't exploit the older lady, she wouldn't be ruined.

I can't stop like things are okay.

People won't stop going over the top trying to affect and change and older lady I like from me somewhat permanently.

I get in trouble for little things that are not really bad and it hurts me or my relationship with an older lady.

I felt I was told by the people monitoring me in private maybe I would look older, less pleasure in a childlike way or something, and then I just look more disinterested, and older.

What's going on? What do you want?

Why would anyone just blankly out of nowhere stare and nod and seem to say it's too bad for me the older lady I like is gonna be taken and exploited - that's tacky.  Explanation ever? after all these years of stuff?

Why can it be a last resort to say I'm bad to post here?

For some reason, it bothers me people talking about the older lady I like in ways that punish me like I'm in trouble like it's too bad.

Someone for some reason calculated they could talk over me like I'm bad.

I can't feel comfortable sometimes.

They are acting like I did something wrong by posting here and put the older lady away from me to be ruined from my by someone else.  Everyone's "in."

My little brother is still caught up in the irony of me being seen as did something wrong by my dad and his constant torture like I'm not all that.

They think I did nothing good when I'm just stuck with something bad.

No!  What is wrong with you?  I didn't say I thought that.

They won't stop and are making more problems-

What do you think I am?

They just reacted like this is their moment.

I keep being overflowed with mean messages and "actions."

Suddenly, they came up with another reason to say it's not that bad but maybe still some bad, though they think I was bad.

They keep acting like I'm not a lady.  It's probably their fault.  I have to wait for money to get new clothes.

I feel they want to stop the older lady from talking to me etc.

If they didn't do these problems, we wouldn't have these problems.

The people outside are saying she's being transformed from me.  Why can't they just leave my relationship alone?  They are up to no good.

Hey, I didn't do anything, what are you waiting for?  Why are they upset if I post here.  When they do something it feels like it's dangling from me, and so I put it here, instead.

Well, they just changed the Google search icons, any suggestions?

They keep making up stuff like I'm not a lady.

They think I'm not a lady like the older lady I like so she gets everything.

I said they were being mean more.

They want me to accept what they do and not post here.  I got mad and hit my sofa etc. when I could not get it out some other way like this.  They don't allow physical anger, even alone.

I felt something and suddenly it means the older lady is involved and people monitoring me in private did it.

The people monitoring me in private keep acting like I succumbed.

They are teasing me that I can't have the older lady because she didn't start the idea of monitoring me in private.

Supposedly, a famous person hurting my relationship with an older lady woke up to that I was posting how, and now they are promoting repeating the name of the older lady I like to ruin her, so she won't care about me.  They're all dreaming she's to fly to her, like she's all that anyway when she's mean.

So, I started to report her here, and now they spread around personal information about an older lady I like.

They also said I couldn't meet her and admitting things I'm not supposed to talk about.

Someone wants to try to exploit the older lady I like again, "caught red-handed."  She thinks it's the thing to do and makes excuses but just wants to hate on me.

People are breaking out because I said what someone did without naming them and did it more than once or twice.  They supposedly won't stop.  Nothing to worry about that I said it.

Sometimes I don’t know if something is a secret message and it hurts me like Operant conditioning.

I het secret messages I’m not sure if I got.

My relationship keeps getting ruined sneakily.

They keep bothering me technically for no reason.

Why did someone have to get antsy snd lose it and say to listen to someone they admitted were wrong and to keep going and acting approving they take my relationships as a suggestion, people I meet.

The people monitoring me in private won't stop, like the older lady let them.

I got threatened...

Someone is doing many things against my relationship with an older lady.  She wants her to have a relationship with some younger girls but instead.

My aunt wants my relationship for her daughter, my younger cousin.

My oldest aunt made me feel off so I couldn’t text fast anymore a few years ago.

They just had a big one.  One of them seems like they are being dorky and self-satisfied, the favorite who silences everyone when they walk in the room, going against me and regaining fuel.  I feel submissive to just sit here and take things in stride.

People I know are claiming an older lady I like has vouched for their passage of ruining my life and dislocating and confiscating our relationship.