Friday, June 14, 2019

I have also been "kicked out" and told I am indecent to remain or return.
Orlando can't keep its "big mouth shut."
Why is Orlando so negative?  They are a nuisance to life itself.
People keep acting like I'm in trouble and they're not and can't be.
The people monitoring me in private act like I'm in trouble, but I can do whatever I want.
Someone wants to wait and not yet talk to me but come up when I want to talk to someone else and ruin the relationship intervening insecurely sometimes a lot.
It's rude for Orlando to ask why there is a problem because they helped.
According to what's current, someone destroyed my life forever in destroying a relationship I had with an older lady.
The people who want to affect the older lady I like and invade her peace ... what if we dropped them in the Middle East?
I'm pretty mad at whoever is acting like or trying to ruin the older lady I like.
I get to hear the battle cries of Orlando, convinced it's always over with.
Someone keeps attacking my relationship.
They don't do much but get really mad at some things.
The people monitoring me in private keep bothering me with stupid things and pretending I'm a bad person.  My aunt must have some problem, too, thinking if I show any physical sign of anger it's over and big things get taken from me.  What a lie, she used to act like she thought I was so amazing.
Over and over.
I'm just waiting for them to come back and do the same thing.
It's not even acceptable.
I mean how viscous they are.
It's such an unbelievable joke.
My dad and his sisters are being mean to me, and unfortunately so was my younger cousin.  It's like their a vicious cat ready to claw, I know they are mistaken and just violent and upset about their life and want to take something from yours for no reason, some abstract thing that doesn't even pertain.  This has got to be some joke of a family.  They don't even know me.  Why are they suddenly involved to take from my life?  Are they competing with me, coming to my life?  They are just so objectionable and don't realize it.  Why are the people monitoring me in private letting this happen?  Maybe, they have the same problem.
I don't like her domineering attitude over me.  I just messaged her because I didn't want her to get upset at me with her daughter seeming to secretly fight me.
My aunt seems upset with me and is telling me what to do.  It's like she wants to ruin a relationship she knows about I have for her daughter.  She's just started before whining about it, like it's not for me.  I was worried it would affect my relationship, and she blatantly brought up time and trashed me, when I'm the one who's always good.
Some of Orlando, you just can't leave them alone.  My life as evolved out of sanity.
They don't want me to be happy with the older lady!
What if ... my dad still has to say ... "that woman still will talk to Christina" after all she's done?  I want them both to be okay.
You know, the messages from this person keep coming.  Same with when I saw others I thought didn't care to communicate with me appropriately.
They want this person to affect me like some dork for the rest of my life and thereafter, what dorks.
They keep ruining the older lady I like for me.
Everyone is avoiding all these famous people since it was publicized on purpose an older lady I like I met.
They said they are making someone touch me all over a lot without me knowing how I don't want.
I could see my dad saying that yes the older lady I like was overly aroused to be ruined for me because I did something he has a problem with, which might not really mean much anyway.

Also, I'm convinced Orlando thinks she's not important to me but their kids are to them for instance.