They keep trying to hypnotize me sexually and act annoying like they are mimicking someone else acting like it's obvious my life is shit.  They just make me shit like this.

Now, they are "taking in stride" I felt violent in some way when they said they took back something big, with someone.

I can't stand how they always get me in trouble for stupid reasons no one else does.

The people monitoring me in private think they can be mad at me.

The cars outside keep acting like they are disciplining me and seem like disgusting worthless people.

They're going crazy because I had a problem and thought of the K word.

A car acted stupid saying "I didn't know [she] was ever grounded," like I have to fuck myself.

So what if I think of a bad word once in awhile by accident ... but also while being attacked incessantly?  How can I stop?  I don't think so altogether, but new vocabulary comes in.

These people just drop in shit for my mixed race and go.  They mimic me as tacky and shamed.

They keep bothering me and ruining it.  I accidentally thought of the K word with them because they kept bothering me when I had to leave my dad because he was being so annoying without stop and I accidentally thought of the N word.

They keep acting like she's needy rather than a nice person I know.

They said I did something so bad that an older lady I like has to be all wiped out in hair color.

I think my dad wants us to just feel knocked out pleasure by him like we're stupid in an offensive way and sniffs out of we ever speak to another soul or something.

What do you have to offer?  Me in trouble?

The people monitoring me in private make icons on my computer blink to make me think of something of someone.

They said I "can't speak" to some people like I'm different.

It's hard to function because I can hear the cars outside too often making sounds that sound like words like they're just there to bother me.

I can't even step out of bed and "make it."

They're "busy" making up rules for me.  How worthless so many people are!

Why are there people outside taking the liberty to call me... "but not matter what she does she cannot teach, she is a nigger to a one thousand."  And I had the people monitoring me in private I think say, "I just did a nigger," about me.  They are wrong.  They ruined my life, and I even said they don't have to do it.

Supposedly, my dad's younger sister, the older of the two, her husband keeps acting suggestive to an older lady I like, like he's the hero, acting like she should feel tortured in some weird way sometimes.  She was caught with people being mean to me while not seeing me and wasn't really being mean to me in that way, and he didn't really care.