They keep having more problems.

The cars outside are going crazy selfishly some.

I don't know what to do.  They won't stop.

Did you notice because of my dad it's like I'm always in trouble?

I said his mom and maybe sister/s like to test me, and so they seem to.

They won't stop.  They are being like "brats."

Lie

They want my relationship not to be there and are canceling everything out suddenly.

They seem like since an older lady I like is involved, they are "excited" but "fresh..."

I feel them watching to see if I do anything they are insecure about.  They probably will log it to ruin my relationship if at an end now.

Anyway, something seems weird.

They are trying to permanently disqualify my relationship with an older lady.  My little brother and the people monitoring me in private suggested it.

The people monitoring me in private also of course feel in the right.

It's like I don't matter, like they have free time to dedicate to ruining my life.

They keep doing stuff.

So, the older lady I like is probably feeling okay and me not.  She is probably being indulged against me.

This isn't some joke.

My brother is making sure he can waste my life like my dad.

I am being bothered and singled out that way.  I didn't do anything wrong, no matter what fantasy comes to them.

Wow, like something happened and some people are involved bothering me.

Now what?  Is "everyone just sitting there?"

The people monitoring me in private are oblivious and must just punish me later when pissed off or don't care.

...like this doesn't matter and they are involved.

I feel sleepy people born a certain year.

They won't stop like they wonder what's happening.

So, my little brother also thinks he can tell me what he wants me to do like I'm punished.

Some people don't have to do it in the end.

It still happened to me physically! and they wonder what happened.

I can feel people being bemused like I come to them for comfort when I'm in fake trouble because of their following my dad.

They keep singling me out like I'm bad and "punish" me like sissies in old age.

Why are people ruining my life? and singling me out that way?

They are being bad and now my dad's sister doesn't care.  What good is some of her involvement?...

Their "selfish," "incompetent" insecurities.

Their inklings are making life shit for me.

They keep punishing me for longer and longer and won't stop bothering me.

My brother did something weird and said hi at a funny time, before.  I had my earplugs in, and he said it funny so I said, "What?"

I can feel the older lady getting everything and what I used to have instead and me getting shit.

I actually looked different, and anyway I wasn't bothered about that part when I was talking or didn't say anything at least and it isn't why I said what I said.

So, I'm punished and the older lady gets like spoiled from them.

The people monitoring me in private think I suck up to them when I'm careful.

My little brother acted like he said I have to do this each time of something to do with an older lady I like, and they're just sitting there.

They won't stop.  It's even like something just happened to others.

Because they monitor me in private, and they saw what I thought when I posted something, they acted like something bad happened to me in the same way which involved indulging an older lady I like to it better and it wouldn't stop.

I am not sitting here eager for crap from them, like they pop in like finally they gave an unwanted verdict.

Some people got mad at me without saying why, maybe because I was awkward.  They already were at me for something I apologized for saying, but it wasn't at them specifically.  It's just over, though, like they wouldn't talk to me but strangely to others.  The problem is for some strange reason they are at me racially, and it's bad.  They think it's normal.  There's some new reason... but I don't know what it is, maybe them being mean and having a funny moment is all.  It is wrong and prejudiced to me... technically speaking.  I am good and good concerning race.  I tried talking to some people, but the people monitoring me in private told everyone I was secretly mad and tricky.