You know, I get thrown ideas of emotional torture and inner turmoil if I get at all upset physically or think of a bad word.

They keep acting like I'm talking to them.

What don't some people understand?  You're wasting my time.  Don't you have to follow any rules?

They keep ruining an older lady I like and my life.  They made it worse for no reason.

I think I've been cut off like I'm a bad person.

Why kid with me?  Later, you (whoever you is) will say, "What does it look like?" like they mean it, FYI (for your information.)

They keep trying to get me mad at an older lady I like saying they're the messenger, and it's confusing what she thinks...  It's still a problem and getting worse.

People are acting like they know what's wrong in my private life and threatening me like I was the one who was mean.

They keep acting cute coming back to annoy me more.

My dad acted like because I was upset and it leaked physically and I kept being attacked and other things that his younger sister, the older one, was liked better for a certain thing by an older lady I like.

What do the people monitoring me in private or involved think I am, a piece of shit, like I'm gonna sit here and let this happen to my life? and listen to the stupid little mini series against me?

They're threatening me how they'll stimulate someone I like.

They keep getting involved and doing weird things.

The people monitoring me in private are reacting inappropriately.

So, they fixed something only to let Mommy let them mess it up again/more.

They are acting like I did something wrong and ruining my life and singling me out and testing me.

The people monitoring me in private or involved keep doing stupid things, like worry I'm not good enough or worthy.

People took a viscous turn and said I simply do something to others like they can't do anything.

It's like I owe her because I got off my relationship with others.

It's like the older lady I like is acting like people being stupid to me is good for some crazy reason.

So, they're saying in pleasure the older lady I like is not my relationship because of all this shit, like nothing ever was, and they won't shut up like my happiness is their business.

They said an older lady I like just went and reacted to what I said and said I didn't matter or something and like she can just force me to be with others in ways I dislike.

They're going crazy with "what's possible" to make bad things happen.

They just keep abusing me and saying it's my fault I'm in trouble.  What crazy people need to get a life.

They keep saying it's over with my relationship.

They have a neverending supply of abuse somehow they blame me for.

I heard a car outside admit my dad's younger sister, the older of the two, just make up something I lost in a relationship like they can't keep off.

They come up with stupid ideas when it comes to them judging how much I like someone.

So, why do I get worse and worse and others get whatever they want if they can?

People even admit that the ability for me to be annoyed means I did something wrong a little recently.

So, what, forget it, my dad's gonna get worse?

When I'm having problems, they selfishly make people I know have problems.

It feels like some people are just sitting there stupidly and won't go away.

They just keep bothering me and listening to my dad.

They keep bothering me with people I meet going psycho.

They ruin my life and relationships and think they are there to replace it for me by annoying me every time the page loads on the computer or something or maybe.

I can't relax now because the world is gonna do something if I show any physical sign of anger even alone or in a way with my family.

My life is ruined for like 14 years.

The people monitoring me in private keep bothering me.  I was just sitting here and they woke me back up to their world of crap for me.

My dad wants to control me because he's bored and upset.

So, they like to tease you when you settle down and your problem comes up like you had accepted it when you said you were retracting from these things.

Everyone goes around subduing their knowledge of an older lady I met, but it's still there, and I still get in trouble.

My dad thinks he says something and he's not responsible and sometimes that an older lady I like should be responsible for what comes out of him and how he acts around me.

They are interrupting me.

The people monitoring me in private are being mean.

So, they don't answer, like I can't do anything, why my dad's younger sister, the older of the two, is ni my life like this, ruining it.

They are acting like they totaled someone I know because either they exploited them or the person themself did.

They just keep bothering me cuz it's their job and they get paid for it.

I had to reassure myself that I have a dislike for my little brother trying to be annoying to me and saying I'm not good.  Who is anyone to say that?

I went out with my dad today and was mistreated and thought of the word "nigger" once and so the rest of the trip was miserable, like I did something.