Sunday, June 16, 2019

It's too bad I can't handle this or get beyond the confines of the bad part of the Orlando area.
He does it symbolically like he has a reason to hurt the older lady I like.  Like, he might arrange things in the house in an erotic way.
I know there must be something I'm not thinking of.

My dad is using little things to get really mad, like how I deal with my money.
What's it mean now?  Another workout for my aunt to judge?
I don't want to see these annoying people pop up in the older lady I like.
He's ruining it for me.  Stop him.
It feels like she falls for my dad's inappropriate sex.
Whoops?  I can't post it all.
I just came here to post a little and they torture the older lady I like and ruin her.
They keep being mean talking to me and are racist and think I'm not as white, when it's inappropriate to say...which I think I am more white than other people who are white.
I don't accept this cute abuse popping up from others to ruin the older lady I like.

Why is this my life?
They adjusted the timing of my page loading to say something when I want my peace.
I think I am hurt.
They keep saying the older lady needs to be stimulated out of nowhere and it ruined our relationship and I'm in trouble for it.
There are bad people in my life.
They must be jealous of me in my past life.
Are the people monitoring me in private keeping it up, rotating, attacking me?  It's not funny.
"No one gives a care."

Can you just give it a rest?  Why does everyone know the older lady I like and it supposedly ruined our relationship maybe?  I thought it was dangerous, it's not like I wanted it to happen but they did it.
I said the problems aren't stopping.
They keep ruining my life if they dislike what I do.  They are jealous of how I seem racially.  They are too lazy or just singling me out.
I can't say no don't go away.  They have it in them that I never meet the older lady I like in their decision.
I was just relaxing and they came in.
What can I do?  I didn't do anything.
They won't stop.
They keep just popping up and ruining my life.  I have to practice violin and learn German.
What?  I didn't do anything.  They are fuzzy.  What am I going to do?  Those mean people, who did this?
Someone else is fighting me.
What?  They said it was over.
They are having someone follow me closely and it's annoying.
They keep finding new ways to ruin my life like I'm keen on listening.

They said I did something and my relationship is ruined.
Those cars are still whining sure I'm in trouble.
My dad just does something and thinks it will happen to the older lady I like.
My dad feels guilty and secretly blames me for my mom's death overall.
They won't cease to believe I have succumbed to the idiocy.
I don't like the people monitoring me in private most all the time.  I've been wasting my time on them throughout the whole day.
My dad thinks he can take away big things from me for no related reason.
Why am I just here all day putting up with these antics?
The cars outside won't stop.
There are people annoying me following me, and supposedly the people I like made them do it.
A car outside "knows" what happened and said my dad said it was forever, that the older lady is nothing to me.
It seems like my dad keeps trying to stimulate the older lady I like and make her hungry for it.
They keep playing around leaving me more clues, messages, "what have you."  I post one and do something, the next big thing comes.
My time is being wasted.
More and more just keeps coming from Orlando!
The people monitoring me in private are still looking for attention.
Actually, I do "get along with others."
I don't have anything against the older lady, but I think I'm not supposed to trust her now.
Supposedly my dad can listen in private and said I was shit, like I'm just okay with that.
Why are the people monitoring me in private making it like I'm not good enough to not do this.  I don't have to pay for my relationships because of you.
The people monitoring me in private think if I post here that the older lady I like is mad at me and *rejecting* me.
What's bothering me is I get stuck with people annoying me while the older lady I like is worshiped, also maybe involved like she has these bad things happen to ruin it for me maybe, like that's all anyone will ever "let" me amount to.  It's getting "disgusting."  I didn't agree to all these people dominating me and singling me out as shit..., and it's like she of the people monitoring me in private is mad at what I do in private with it.
Those cars outside won't stop whining like they swear they were told I'm in trouble.
I hear those cars outside whining lying that I must be in grave danger in my relationship with an older lady.
My dad was acting like I was lied to about their good nature ever since they might have made themselves exploited over me.
Boy, this sucks.
I thought I could be proud.
How long will someone be messing with me online every time I check their page?  The other person blocked me in the end.
People keep saying an older lady I like is participating in outlandish things against me and trying to tick me off for whenever.
I just heard a noise and it might mean someone is in aw pretending I succumbed as they all seem to be feeling.
It seems like they had someone ruin my relationship with an older lady or something important now in it by sending a psych out, as though it won't get better.  It seems like they are putting a lot of thought into this like they're gay.  It's gay for me to come back and talk to them about this, just emergencies and weird things.
They are acting like they have a hold of me again.
I was gonna maybe post here now ... and they keep acting weird about things.
I'm right.  This is important.
They think I'm in trouble to bother to post here.
Apparently, something is wrong with them.  They think they are cuter when they're acting stupid or feeling useless.
They keep being mean about my posting here.
Why can't they stop?  I guess something must be done, intervene.
What's wrong with the people monitoring me in private?
This just in.  They acted like they said they made the older lady I like unable to do anything and nothing to me.
I can see them take everything.  I don't talk about it to the older lady.  I'm sorta already after people who did this and made it look attractive when it didn't even help, except maybe the idea I don't matter and people go in and mess with my life.
It might be too bad for some for all they tried.
The people monitoring me in private want me to lose things I get like they gave them to me.
I just got the idea they'd do that to the older lady but not other people.
They do come on all special like they have something to announce but not quite right.  I'm not sure what they're going to do, but they are appalling some of the influence on what happens to my life, like some people think they are magic to me and therefore they have overcome me, "man to man."
It's like I can't say anything.  I don't know because everyone thinks I'm sarcastic when others are and I'm not.
They want me to sit here and nod at them or else.
So, someone did some things for me, and other people supposedly are trying to take it away.
It's not cute how it's a party I'm pretended to be in trouble and everyone else is fine.
I'm not sure what everyone's useless babble is about, the people who think they know me because we've met or spoken rather briefly, like they can tell the tale on my life, like there's something best to mess with.  I have tried to speak with them.  I used to be respected.  How can this happen?
They're not here to pack their bags and go because they were already supposed to be working on that.
They can't seem to stop saying things now.
So, they act like maybe it's okay but they're not kidding about some things.  I just wanted to say.  Maybe, I don't do much, but that is certified, bonafide trash, filling an unavoidable void.
They are delirious and inconsiderate if they think they can go in and present their idea like that, which I disagree with.  Whoever said anyone wanted this, their meanness?
I dunno, maybe they act like they are kidding, but they are just so annoying.
What's with Orlando cruising around in supposed innocence? like they've been able to settle their business.
When will these people stop.  They regenerated.
The people monitoring me in private have them up doing this.  I don't think it's a good idea, and I think it's crass.
Their next dumb ditzy idea was to push for not caring about me in some way.  How outspoken.  It's not really their place.  How abhorring.
The people monitoring me in private think they have a command over me.
There are annoying, incompetent people in my life trying to make decisions for me reaching in like they are doing an older lady I like a favor to ruin our relationship.