Wednesday, May 29, 2019

I guess it's not just the world hates me but what I'm stuck with, the strange discipline from my dad at age 33 and the people that adhere to this with me, which is a lot.

People control my life and don’t listen.

They just keep saying to ruin my life and include an older lady I like in their trouble.

They lied again and got away with it.

Why is my relationship with an older lady said not to be as valid?

They keep tracking me like I’m bad.

They keep taking more of my relationship away.

I don’t trust the racism leading to incompetence in dealing with me, of like the people monitoring me in private. They have their moments like they have to and are preventing me from talking to real people and judging me on the inside to punish me for weird things.

People all babies someone they found was nice to me, an older lady. Then they blew steam like it’s a majo catastrophe as though she especially was not babied enough and to blame me again!

The people monitoring me in private keep hurting me like when I think I’m safe snd going to do something.

My dad’s younger sister, the older of the 2, didn’t care she made me lose focus at my texting speed.

Why are certain people pretending to be in my life all of a sudden and stealing attention I get?

They're even making up problems to feel something.
They keep destroying my relationship.  They have my dad's younger sister, the older of his 2 sisters, like she might be playing around with my relationship and blaming me for being on her bad list.
Orlando keeps moving along wearing and tearing at my relationship with an older woman, though the people involved monitoring me in private shouldn't listen.
They are listening to a new person being mean to me.
So, the people monitoring me in private and involved are worsening my relationship with an older lady I like, making her "change."
I think I'm in trouble for posting anything about an older lady I like being inappropriately stimulated by the whole world all the time and some of our relationship decreasing in a way.
They act interested in me but in the end cut me off because they have nothing to offer maybe and don't like my mixed race.