Why is it just getting worse?

Why do the people monitoring me in private seem unnecessarily anti-functional?  I think what I think, and they both take it the wrong way and don't accept my subconscious gloss-overs.  They make up things about me.  They also act like I'm an awkward person when they have a negative message to send.

I'm just saying.  I don't mean to make things worse because I said this.  Also, I still am taking it that someone I know isn't really the one being mean to me, unlike most kinds of people.