Wednesday, June 12, 2019

I had trouble finding some way to tweak what I said.  I couldn't see what was wrong except people think they know what I really think.
So, you all want to know what I think about something?  It seemed like the trouble was amp'ed and I was sick of it being my life or for me to follow on autopilot, what could go wrong?

Delayed Response

Much of Central Florida seems not to be worthwhile with their delayed response like they have a brain or care sometimes.

"...and a cherry on top!"

I realize we have problems, but Central Florida just wants to make it worse and come off innocent and still in the way at the end.
They're being sneaky ruining my relationship.
Why did they say something stupid, claiming the older lady I like is responsible?

They think I'm more perverted than other Asians or mixed Asians.  It was in the context to get away with something.  It's something specific, not the obvious confession.
Someone is threatening the older lady I like to a gradual early death.
Why do I hear some or most/all of the cars outside ruining my life?
I'm not here to go through this useless drama.  I had goals.  Perhaps, people who have already achieved a goal think I'm awkward to have any left to fulfill, like it doesn't exist for anyone to have goals anymore after they have achieved one.
I am just in limbo with people ruining an older lady they like.  Isn't it gay how they think they're a part of my life, when they are just mad at me?  How can they just tell me what to do and think they get away with it?  This has gone on indefinitely.

You know, it's funny they think they can do whatever they want to me and it's okay if they're wrong, like everything is anyway, but single me out like I'm bad to get upset on my blog like this.

Tuesday, June 11, 2019

It's what "they" are, it won't be solved, not so much now at least.  They are just that way.  That's what they do.  It's not something the did.
They just can't stop thinking I'm in trouble and swearing just the older lady I like is being mean.

Explanation

"They" were going crazy hiding that they thought I was no good, holding me like a hostage, while they pampered an older lady I like in some opposing fashion.  I didn't even mean to bring it up, though, but they are challenging me like, "Oh, I know why," but they just disagree.  They can't leave my relationship be.  I'm not the trouble of the world that deserves to be miserable over all socially.

If anything, they want to do this ceremonially and like a party like Mardi Gras but not quite right.  I wonder why me being in trouble comes in the bundle because I disagree "on that note."  Maybe, it made it worse for whatever was taking place here.
I hear cars outside saying the older lady I like is ruining my life.
I sense some people being crazy.
They are hurting me because they don't like what I post my blogs.  The older lady is supposedly a disappointment inflicting me and the people monitoring me in private sending stupid messages.
They keep acting like something big happened and I'm tired of this.
Those wining cars!

What's with the complacency with me going around?  Are you just trying to get some action and get me in trouble with the older lady I like, just an unimportant inconvenience?
So, you wanted me to sit here muddled out or reflect on trash.
People think they ended generations because of me...