Sunday, June 9, 2019

Some people think they can tell me what to do and use something someone else does with it or something like everyone has the same exception, no problem, no questions asked.

They keep taking what ruins the relationship.
My brother secretly upset me and surprised me when he said hi at a funny time.

He sat there not moving so I went by.


Do you think that's why my little brother is upset but crazy, thinking he can punish me?  They are ruining the older lady I like, like they always do, some new thing that might be important each time like many times every day for years.

Saturday, June 8, 2019

They keep having more problems.
The cars outside are going crazy selfishly some.
I don't know what to do.  They won't stop.
Did you notice because of my dad it's like I'm always in trouble?

I said his mom and maybe sister/s like to test me, and so they seem to.
They won't stop.  They are being like "brats."

Lie

They want my relationship not to be there and are canceling everything out suddenly.
They seem like since an older lady I like is involved, they are "excited" but "fresh..."

I feel them watching to see if I do anything they are insecure about.  They probably will log it to ruin my relationship if at an end now.

Anyway, something seems weird.
They are trying to permanently disqualify my relationship with an older lady.  My little brother and the people monitoring me in private suggested it.

The people monitoring me in private also of course feel in the right.

It's like I don't matter, like they have free time to dedicate to ruining my life.
They keep doing stuff.
So, the older lady I like is probably feeling okay and me not.  She is probably being indulged against me.
This isn't some joke.
My brother is making sure he can waste my life like my dad.
I am being bothered and singled out that way.  I didn't do anything wrong, no matter what fantasy comes to them.
Wow, like something happened and some people are involved bothering me.
Now what?  Is "everyone just sitting there?"
The people monitoring me in private are oblivious and must just punish me later when pissed off or don't care.
...like this doesn't matter and they are involved.
I feel sleepy people born a certain year.