I disagree with whoever is pretending to be someone acting weird.

Oh my gosh, people are so into telling me what to do.  Like, no!  Who the fuck do you think you are?

He was acting like he was stimulated like masturbating except he was doing it..

Why is my dad so in my life with the monitoring me in private?  He's getting disgusting on purpose, his own doing.

Why are you laughing my life is crap?  I am not the one who did anything wrong.  You are mean to me.  I am not.  I'm just not dumb.

My dad was being disgusting again.

People are participating like it's politics.  I didn't technically say anything wrong and didn't mean anything bad.  The world can't tell me what to do.

My dad keeps acting like he can get mad at me if he doesn't like what I post online when it's fine techincally.

They said I can’t know the older lady I like because they own the monitoring me in private.

People insist an older lady I like says to do bad things to me.

Do you want some agreement?  I mean the people spying on me? and afraid to reveal whatever for whatever they wanted?

So, I was reading my blog and realized that if other people were given what I have, they might win because they know I get it if they lose.

Orlando won't leave me in silence.

Problems circulating in Orlando like they're mine sound like "all that" to Orlando.  LA seems like they're on the edge of their seat, which I don't mean as an offense to good people.  Most of them seem okay, though, whatever they're doing.  Anyone get the nature of the ads today?...

My dad acted like it was a joke I should be killed by the older lady I like because he acted like she and someone else were agreeing together to be together like I'm bad and all this was nothing.

It seems I am sitting here waiting for Orlando to "understand," to understand things in my life and beat around the bush at random about it just to hold things "at bay."  It wasn't supposed to get in the way.  Usually, things heal, and I didn't start any problems anyway.

So, they think if I don't just not say anything I'm not attractive to an older lady I like.

They just joked to make her look like something she's not that "she'll kill" me.  They are just being bad pretending I'm joking and did something.

I already separated my issue, that people and the people monitoring me in private following are always annoying me because of what my dad thinks about something to do with me I did...

Who to blame?

It seems like a certain person made people all think of the older lady I like all the time to stimulate her.

They keep acting, well, "stupid," where it's important.

I feel hurt when I'm about to feel good, like something will ruin my life.