The people monitoring me in private keep revealing the older lady I like.

It seems like it's getting worse just for posting here.

People are so excited about this older lady, which I had or was going to have a private relationship with, like I ever mattered.

A car outside said an older lady I like will do something I don't like if I'm "already writing."

They are waiting and then saying she said so.  A likely story she did it alone?

They keep saying I lost my relationship with an older lady.

They keep making problems and more when they make me mad just because I showed a physical reaction even in private.

If something seems off and they have nothing to do, they make more problems.

They said something like it was okay...

They are gonna punish me for squealing in my room when mad.

They said an older lady is said 2 days to think about someone else and then coming back is never or that's forever.

I don't know...

I heard a car go by saying more.

I just thought I'd delete something and was tired and went to bed.

They keep making it hard for me and I look ugly to them because I don't have fine, straight, blonde hair

I'm having troubles from my dad's monetary issues as I save but sometimes something happens.

They kept bothering me like they got all hyper and pressed a button.  They think I shouldn't have spent some money on something, in a special situation.

I'm being intimidated and physically abused that way on my computer.

My relationship with an older lady I like is being ruined and they are trying to find special fault in her.

The people monitoring me in private don't tell me if they really are someone else abusing me online.

who are involved against me

...but other people can?

Is it already the "plan" I don't "get" anything?

It's not okay, and I don't know how to stop some problems.