It's either unfortunate or because of the cruelty.
I don't have much.
I feel people are being mean to me with my mom dying, some lives out there.
They are acting like someone said to abuse me.
They keep ruining my life. It's like good things aren't happening.
The people in the Orlando area won’t shut up and are acting stupid.
People in the Orlando area are trying to communicate with me nastily and then just leave.
Well, they're acting like I did something wrong at some point in my life.
If I talk about something, they ruin it.
When I post about other people, they think something happened.
Tuesday, June 4, 2019
I can't figure out if it's 2nd nature or the doings of people involved monitoring me in private.
I keep having to monitor what goes on in my body physically by how I feel because I keep getting thrown off.
I'm even more uncomfortable that I'm in trouble for no reason.
Why am I attacked so much these days? I am tired of being stuck with some of these people.
Whoever this is done for is crazy.
They won't stop ruining it for me.
They keep acting like I should be content I'm "stuck" with someone else she has a relationship while she takes my place in the world and I'm "left hanging."
I hear the cars outside getting their message and saying the older lady I like is indecent.
The people monitoring me in private keep ruining it.
They supposedly made the older lady I like inappropriate.
They keep trying to give me a buzz about problems with her and our relationship, which was fine before they came in.
A car outside thought it would be about the older lady I like, no explanation in English, and I would not know.
They keep teasing me, like it's been constant radar about the older lady I like and our relationship being messed up since 2016.
What's the problem?
They're just taking everything from me like they're supposed to.
They want to punish me every time I post a problem on my problems blog.
It's like she's losing it, and they are being nasty.
The people monitoring me in private keep revealing the older lady I like.
It seems like it's getting worse just for posting here.
People are so excited about this older lady, which I had or was going to have a private relationship with, like I ever mattered.
A car outside said an older lady I like will do something I don't like if I'm "already writing."
They are waiting and then saying she said so. A likely story she did it alone?
They keep saying I lost my relationship with an older lady.
They keep making problems and more when they make me mad just because I showed a physical reaction even in private.
If something seems off and they have nothing to do, they make more problems.
Monday, June 3, 2019
They said something like it was okay...
They are gonna punish me for squealing in my room when mad.
They said an older lady is said 2 days to think about someone else and then coming back is never or that's forever.
I don't know...
I heard a car go by saying more.
I just thought I'd delete something and was tired and went to bed.
They keep making it hard for me and I look ugly to them because I don't have fine, straight, blonde hair
I'm having troubles from my dad's monetary issues as I save but sometimes something happens.
They kept bothering me like they got all hyper and pressed a button. They think I shouldn't have spent some money on something, in a special situation.
I'm being intimidated and physically abused that way on my computer.
My relationship with an older lady I like is being ruined and they are trying to find special fault in her.
The people monitoring me in private don't tell me if they really are someone else abusing me online.
Sunday, June 2, 2019
who are involved against me
...but other people can?
Is it already the "plan" I don't "get" anything?
It's not okay, and I don't know how to stop some problems.
They keep coming up with silly problems with what I do, but others are okay for them.
Some people said I did something wrong and it's too late. Silly things seem to be happening to me.
I guess one thing people use is me because it's something they can agree on that they find no use of me. That must be like sex, which doesn't even mean intercourse.
Okay...
They are collecting my private thoughts etc. and just punishing me at 33.
Okay, I finally noticed shit that doesn't belong on my blog, so I'll post my problem here.
I was sorta told something was okay and than slammed for it.
How did I get on the bad side of certain people or a facet of someone or them?
They keep going crazy using someone like I did something to mess with an older lady I am supposed to have a relationship with. They are acting like it's serious now for some reason.
My little brother I live with is acting like I'm menial to him, like these days he is the one who has it together over me, "a likely story."
My brother came in acting like an older lady I like said to say something mean like I was shit if something.
The people monitoring me in private seemed to respond to the idea it seemed like they said something when the page loaded and seemed to say something twice.
Saturday, June 1, 2019
They just went out and did stuff again plus that Central Florida is now under my radar.
In the media, people keep acting like they’re a team 2 women I met teasing me.
People think stupidly like they can be different and ruin my relationship.
There’s nothing I can do but watch them as they ruin my life. They are never wrong they think.
They keep being mean and are immature trashing the lady I like.
People keep trying to take my relationship away.
They all want to take my relationship from me.
They sure want to pick a fight over that I post here and dislike taking their shit in stride.
What if they keep getting in the way of my relationship?
Someone was supposedly sent for no good reason to sit by me at a movie and said if I “don’t get this she’s a beer and she’s dead.” Later, he claimed I “can’t have what I want.”
Well, they’re really onto me and crazy and seeing how impressively mean they can be, like someone would hurt them otherwise.
I keep getting horrible news like I did something.
They keep ruining things for me.
I got an extremely suggestive message like I did something. They won’t stop being bad to an older lady I like. I’m out of the house now.
I might have just lost something they said.
Everyone is so fascinated ruining my relationship with an older lady.
They keep bugging me.
Why do I keep getting a funny moment when I don't post here?
This bad stuff has excuses now.
It might be getting in the way.
but it might never stop and could take a turn for the worse
I'm the one being threatened.
I have bullies to talk to.
The people monitoring me in private make fun of me and mirror the world that I'm not much, worthless, and deserve nothing, after invading my successful life.
No one else has this problem.
It won't stop and nothing is happening.
What can I possibly do now? I can tell people are laughing at this.
The people monitoring me in private turned on me and act disgusting.
The world somehow thinks I am a problem. Rebels. I never even said you had to know me.
Do you get things come out to knock down your relationship where it can only leave you hanging? and no one says a word?
Ha ha, I must be wasting my relationship with the anticipation of bullies, but I put them on ignore.
So, I'm stuck with "my dad," and the older lady I like ended up, well, getting away and partying from being the only star in the world forever, or the best of all the other people worshiping her. People are glad to hurt me and some to have ruined it for me with her.
Something new since Hillary losing developing, the older lady I like being irritated about me being younger. Before was then untrue.
People "finally" found us out and some are older than her and want to "conquer" her and keep her from me, like we switched places in age relations here.
Nothing "happened" to the older lady I like that the world needs to worry about.
People keep pretending they don't know what's going on.
I didn't do anything wrong.
They keep messing up my day, like one more is okay.
They keep acting like they got me and I have to post more about it.
The are messing with me...
They won't stop. They think I did something wrong.
They're ruining my day too much.
They are ruining her and bothering me.
They seem to be inappropriately stimulating an older lady I like.
They won't stop making up like I submitted to them and bothering me.
They keep saying an older lady I like is mad at me and suggestively mean to me for the first time in new ways.
The people monitoring me in private are hurting me, like I'm not as good racially and deserve worse.
An older lady I like supposedly spikes that I'm in trouble.
Friday, May 31, 2019
They keep trying to hypnotize me sexually and act annoying like they are mimicking someone else acting like it's obvious my life is shit. They just make me shit like this.